Easy

Chemistry test is over.

Just like the Physics test, I felt that both papers are easy.

It was easy to the point that I said, "It's not a race to see who gets A1, but to see who can score full marks."

Meanwhile, as I celebrate my presumably-good performance in both tests, I began to worry.

I am worried that my confidence will evolve into complacency.

I am also worried that the more confident I am, the more disappointment I will experience.

Imagine yourself saying that the test is chicken fear, but only to get back your results and see yourself achieving much lower than your expectations, as well as your friends' expectations.

"Didn't you say it was easy?"

How embarassing.

High level of confidence followed by a high level of disappointment.

I hate such contrast.

So I shall hypnotise myself into believing that the test was extremely hard, just like what many others had felt.

Actually, my Chemistry has not been impressive. Just good, but not yet impressive. Hence, it is indeed surprising to hear someone who is good at Chemistry saying that the test is hard and the test is "freaking easy" from someone like me.

How contradicting.