Cheer I/C Part II

I just went for ECACO auditions.

I tried for the post of Song I/C, and after the solo singing I pretty much know that I won't make it. I was kinda disappointed after the audition because I knew I did not perform my best. My voice was super shaky, though pitching-wise I think I am "on track".

Then, I tried for Cheer I/C and the result was satisfying. I gave my best and cheered all my heart and lungs out. It was indeed surprising and extremely happy to hear from Jamie, the current Cheer I/C, and Qin Pei that I have a loud voice......

To think that I am one of the softest during "vocal opening" (开声) for Huang Cheng rehersals....

Anyways, my point is that, my chances of becoming the next Cheer I/C are high. I just pray that everything will go smoothly for me...

《儿子》

“妈！我都说了，我不喜欢吃三层肉！我就是喜欢吃排骨！你为什么老是要逼我吃排骨？ 再说，我吃再多的三层肉也不会如你所说的会使我更壮硕。。。为什么就连我要吃什么你都要管？！”

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星期三的早上，倾盆大雨，到湿巴刹买菜的家庭主妇寥寥无几。

“老板，排骨一公斤。”

“咦！李太，你怎么今天不买三层肉，改买排骨呢？你平时不是说什么要买排骨给你的儿子吃，说什么要让他吃得胖一点，壮一点，还说什么买排骨就好像买一堆骨头，最不划算了！怎么今天你会改变以往的作风呢？”

李太沉默不语。10多元的一公斤排骨，她从那用了10几年了的黑色皮包内抽出一张50元钞票交给了摊贩后，抓起了那袋排骨，匆匆忙忙地离开了。连那多余的40元也不想找回了。

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“妈！我都说了，不要再买那些老土的格子衬衫给我，穿了出门，多丢脸啊！我要穿的衣服，我自己去买。为什么连我要穿什么你都要管？！”

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“嘀！嘀！嘀！”洗衣机发出的声响，正告知李太衣物已洗涤完毕。李太从洗衣机里抽出衣物要将它们挂在竹竿上晾干的这一幕，十分不协调。她身穿了一件过大号且退了色的粉红色米奇老鼠T-恤，下身则穿了一件也是早已退了色的黄色紧身裤；她从洗衣机里拿出来的衣物，包括了：时下最流行的牛仔裤（被染上了一点白色和有很多个“破洞”的那一款）、走复古风的衬衫、印有鲜艳的涂鸦的T-恤、还有几件印着国际著名摔跤手肖像的衣服。

晾完了衣服，李太的脸颊湿湿的。不知道是李太忙家务忙得满头大汗，或是在把挂满了衣物的竹竿插入窗外的竹竿架时头被还在下着的绵绵细雨给淋湿。

也许她流泪了。

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“妈！我都说了，别再帮我整理书桌！别再碰我的东西了！不是跟你说了吗，每当你整理我的书桌就会弄乱我的东西！虽然书桌是乱，但却是乱中有序。为什么就连我的生活方式你都要管？！”

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“碰！”

李太一手将整齐并列在书架上的课本、参考书与儿子最爱的武侠小说通通推下来，也顺手将文件夹里的资料通通拿出来，往书桌上随便扔。李太的力气极大，因为她的手臂极粗，说她的手臂与一般人的大腿那样粗一点也不夸张。虽然才一米五八，但是毕竟一个女人（尤其是结了婚，生了孩子的女人）这么多年没有注重及保养身材，再诱人的曲线也会扭曲走样，最终身材就会像德国货币在二战时那样膨胀起来。

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下午一时，李太盛了两碗饭，将炒好了的红烧排骨和糖醋排骨盛到盘上，也将炖好了的西洋菜排骨汤盛进碗里。

李太在儿子的书桌上吃中饭。儿子的那碗饭毫无动静。李太不晓得儿子是否有回来陪她吃饭，但她的直觉告诉她，儿子是不会回来陪她吃饭的, 因为儿子根本就不曾喜欢过这个家。

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《17岁少年跳楼自杀，疑是与母起争执》

看清

朦胧
迷糊
我打冷冰的四方宫格走出。
寒噤，喷嚏
渐渐地，我看不见了。

我摘下那副有色眼镜，
雾散了。
暖和了。
我看清了。

颠倒

白色情人节，
邪恶的天使身穿白色长袍，
对丘比特的箭下了诅咒。
我被爱神用他的箭射中的那一天，
白色情人节。
天空少了浪漫醉人的夜幕，
大地只剩下刺眼的光明，
和那被身穿白色长袍的邪恶天使下了毒的白巧克力
充斥着。

我窒息。

而偶尔漂浮过来的一朵小乌云，
则是慈祥的黑色魔鬼用来拯救我的手。

“请你吃黑色柳丁。”

Cheer I/C

I certainly did not expect this to happen......

But, I just realise I LOVE cheering!

From a cynical person who always try his best to avoid going down to competition venues to support our very own school team, to someone who would cheer his hearts and lungs out during ALL competitions and feel that cheering is his calling and he should answer that.

Me becoming Hwa Chong 33rd's Cheer I/C. What do you guys think?

My Johari and Nohari Window

My Johari Window

Arena (known to self and others) cheerful, confident, energetic, extroverted, friendly, knowledgeable	Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, bold, brave, caring, clever, complex, dependable, dignified, happy, helpful, idealistic, intelligent, logical, organised, self-assertive, sensible, sentimental, silly, spontaneous, warm, witty
Façade (known only to self)	Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, calm, giving, independent, ingenious, introverted, kind, loving, mature, modest, nervous, observant, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-conscious, shy, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, wise

Dominant Traits

58% of people agree that TerenceHeng is confident
58% of people agree that TerenceHeng is extroverted

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (8%) adaptable (0%) bold (16%) brave (8%) calm (0%) caring (8%) cheerful (50%) clever (16%) complex (16%) confident (58%) dependable (8%) dignified (8%) energetic (33%) extroverted (58%) friendly (16%) giving (0%) happy (16%) helpful (8%) idealistic (8%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (33%) introverted (0%) kind (0%) knowledgeable (16%) logical (8%) loving (0%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (25%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (16%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (8%) sentimental (8%) shy (0%) silly (8%) spontaneous (25%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (0%) warm (8%) wise (0%) witty (41%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 10.4.2006, using data from 12 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view TerenceHeng's full data.

My Nohari Window

Arena (known to self and others) brash, childish, loud, overdramatic, callous	Blind Spot (known only to others) intolerant, violent, aloof, insecure, irresponsible, vulgar, lethargic, selfish, cynical, ignorant, distant, boastful, blasé, imperceptive, impatient, weak, insensitive, self-satisfied, rash, inattentive
Façade (known only to self) unethical	Unknown (known to nobody) incompetent, inflexible, timid, cowardly, glum, stupid, simple, withdrawn, hostile, unhappy, unhelpful, needy, unimaginative, inane, cruel, irrational, chaotic, embarrassed, vacuous, panicky, passive, smug, dispassionate, dull, predictable, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless

Dominant Traits

55% of people agree that TerenceHeng is brash
55% of people agree that TerenceHeng is loud
66% of people agree that TerenceHeng is overdramatic

All Percentages

incompetent (0%) intolerant (22%) inflexible (0%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (33%) aloof (11%) glum (0%) stupid (0%) simple (0%) insecure (11%) irresponsible (11%) vulgar (11%) lethargic (11%) withdrawn (0%) hostile (0%) selfish (11%) unhappy (0%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (22%) needy (0%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (55%) cruel (0%) ignorant (11%) irrational (0%) distant (11%) childish (44%) boastful (11%) blasé (11%) imperceptive (22%) chaotic (0%) impatient (11%) weak (11%) embarrassed (0%) loud (55%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (22%) self-satisfied (22%) passive (0%) smug (0%) rash (11%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (66%) dull (0%) predictable (0%) callous (11%) inattentive (11%) unreliable (0%) cold (0%) foolish (0%) humourless (0%)

Created by the Nohari Window on 10.4.2006, using data from 9 respondents.
You can make your own Nohari Window, or view TerenceHeng's full data.

My Hawaiian Name

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Lono Kahoku

What's your Hawaiian Name?

My LQ: Luck Quotient

Your Luck Quotient: 67%

You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

Empty

Neutral

My application for the LEP Scholarship was not successful.

As expected. Screwed up my interview, what else more can I say?

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I was voted into the 33rd Hwa Chong Students' Council.

Kinda expected it as well, considering that they are choosing 10 out of 17 for my faculty (Athena). Chances are undoubtedly high. At least I think that my chances are high cause I think that I did well for the QnA session.

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Felt nothing by my loss and my gain. I don't know why. Give me some time to figure out my feelings...

Eunuch

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Female Brain

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

April's Fool

It wasn't until when there was only about 4 hours left for the 1st of April did it occur to me that it is April's Fool that day.

Most of the day was spent travelling around Singapore as part of the programme for the LEP Orientation.

Innocent as it might sound, the orientation had us all deceived when we were supposed to search for a shop with a flavour from the 60's which sells egg tarts（蛋挞）, carrot cake（萝卜糕） and yuan yang（鸳鸯）, which I presume is a type of drink in which you mix coffee with tea in condensed milk (咖啡 + 奶茶）.

Of course, to the horror of those who had this prior knowledge, yuan yang was found to be a type of pastry, in which the fillings consist of lotus paste, red bean paste and salted egg yolk.

And the horror of all horrors was that the shop that we were supposed to look for apparently don't have egg tarts and carrot cake on its menu.

-_-||

The best April's Fool joke I've ever received, and probably the best April Fool's joke that has successfully fooled so many of us.

Anyways, after the entire event, I was desperate to play a trick on someone. Thus, i logged on to MSN and started spreading my love to everyone by saying "I Love You" to each and everyone that is online in my contact list.

Not even my maternal cousin was spared.

Of course he got traumatised. Can you imagine incest? Hahahahahha....

Xiao Ying from my senior class got a shock as well.

Though I have managed to fooled two, the rest were nonchalant about it. I guessed they realised that that day was April Fool's earlier than I did.

I decided that saying "I Love You" to people would make it too obvious that I am merely making a prank on them. So I changed my lines to "Hey, do you know that there is no school on Monday?" and "Hey, do you know that Sunday's Campus Superstar is cancelled?"

But those who received this message were cleverer than I had initially assumed.

Plan B.

But plan B was only carried out to 2 persons as I was too tired typing all of the above-mentioned tricks to everyone on my contact list. (I've tried copy-and-paste, but hey! Even pushing the keys Ctrl-C and Ctrl-V requires some amount of effort...)

But the two that I played the trick on fell for it.

Basically, if you played a trick on them, and then you play the second trick, they would usually not think that there would be a second trick.

So they would naturally fall for the 2nd trick, regardless how successful your first trick was.

To Juan Boon, I said that Wei Xin had badmouthed him and accusing Wei Xin. :P

To Boon Han, I started off by saing that Paula told me that she finds him cute. :p

The above statements are completely, absolutely, totally ficticious. Absurd and ridiculous.

But the point is, I have managed to fooled 4 persons during this year's April's Fool. Woo~hoo!!!

Campus Superstar Grand Finals!

OH MY GOD!

I still can't believe that Chee Yang actually beat Renfred, and eventually moved on and win the whole competition to become Singapore's first-ever Campus Superstar in history.

I am glad that my 38 SMS votes didn't go down the drain.